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May. 3rd, 2025 10:07 amI feel like a broken record - I'm tired!
I promise, I'm not always tired, I just happen to sit here writing journals as I'm too pooped to do anything else.
It's been a rough week. Hubby and I talked about doing stuff today. Visiting a zoo, go to a market, something. But I need to recharge, so I've given him the day off, except it's his job to walk the dog, and I'm heading for a shower and the couch. I'm gonna knit and watch tv.
Yesterday I started watching Sleepy Hollow With Tom Mison and Lyndie Greenwood. I like it. It's a bit shallow and fast-paced, but I really don't need something deep right now, so it's perfect. And damn, why haven't I noticed Tom before? Lyndie I know from S.W.A.T. and I like her very much.
I played Roll for Shoes yesterday, and it was amazing. I forgot the part about XP, but my players didn't use it anyway, they had way to much fun just roleplaying.
And I read Whispers from the Woods, and If they like it, I think we'll go with that. It's very rules light and even though there's no real character progression, it seems like fun.
But I did look into some others, and I haven't decied yet.
I woke up in a strange mood. I dreamt I went home to my mom (as if I still lived at home) and told her I didn't think my dad wasn't well and I wanted to live with her. With my dog.
I sometimes have these dreams where I either live with my parents (divorced since I was one year old, but I lived with one for a week, then the other) or have my own apartment.
I would never wish to live without hubby, but sometimes I miss living alone. I don't know why, maybe because I only had the responsibility to take care of myself. I did a piss poor job when I did (only for two years before we moved in together) and was very depressed, but I'm still good at being alone.
But I'm dreaming of being rich and have a vacation home. By the sea. Then I could take the dog and have a couple of days or a week just me, doggo and the beach.
I grew up by the ocean and I miss it!
I'm going to shower and then crash. I'm so tired. And I have another long week ahead. I need to clean and clean and clean, my mon is visiting in the weekend. I really don't want to have her here, but I can't get myself to cut ties. She's just draining me for everything. But she is my mom. And she has said some stuff that makes me not able to cut ties.
She's manipulative, I know, but she's also very mentally ill even though she won't admit it. She does not want help. Nothing is wrong with her, it's the world.
I could write a whole goddamn essay about my mom. But I'm gonna let it go, I wanna enjoy my Saturday.
Sleepy Hollow here I come!
I promise, I'm not always tired, I just happen to sit here writing journals as I'm too pooped to do anything else.
It's been a rough week. Hubby and I talked about doing stuff today. Visiting a zoo, go to a market, something. But I need to recharge, so I've given him the day off, except it's his job to walk the dog, and I'm heading for a shower and the couch. I'm gonna knit and watch tv.
Yesterday I started watching Sleepy Hollow With Tom Mison and Lyndie Greenwood. I like it. It's a bit shallow and fast-paced, but I really don't need something deep right now, so it's perfect. And damn, why haven't I noticed Tom before? Lyndie I know from S.W.A.T. and I like her very much.
I played Roll for Shoes yesterday, and it was amazing. I forgot the part about XP, but my players didn't use it anyway, they had way to much fun just roleplaying.
And I read Whispers from the Woods, and If they like it, I think we'll go with that. It's very rules light and even though there's no real character progression, it seems like fun.
But I did look into some others, and I haven't decied yet.
I woke up in a strange mood. I dreamt I went home to my mom (as if I still lived at home) and told her I didn't think my dad wasn't well and I wanted to live with her. With my dog.
I sometimes have these dreams where I either live with my parents (divorced since I was one year old, but I lived with one for a week, then the other) or have my own apartment.
I would never wish to live without hubby, but sometimes I miss living alone. I don't know why, maybe because I only had the responsibility to take care of myself. I did a piss poor job when I did (only for two years before we moved in together) and was very depressed, but I'm still good at being alone.
But I'm dreaming of being rich and have a vacation home. By the sea. Then I could take the dog and have a couple of days or a week just me, doggo and the beach.
I grew up by the ocean and I miss it!
I'm going to shower and then crash. I'm so tired. And I have another long week ahead. I need to clean and clean and clean, my mon is visiting in the weekend. I really don't want to have her here, but I can't get myself to cut ties. She's just draining me for everything. But she is my mom. And she has said some stuff that makes me not able to cut ties.
She's manipulative, I know, but she's also very mentally ill even though she won't admit it. She does not want help. Nothing is wrong with her, it's the world.
I could write a whole goddamn essay about my mom. But I'm gonna let it go, I wanna enjoy my Saturday.
Sleepy Hollow here I come!
