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Apr. 29th, 2025 09:25 pmWhat I really wanted to share in my last post, which went of the rails - I'm feeling better now, I got my thoughts sorted out - was music.
More on that later. First!
I drove to dog training and home today 🥳 I'm starting to feel a bit silly for dragging my hubby along, but I still do not feel safe enough to drive without him. But my goal is to drive myself alone before the summer vacation.
Background: I do have a drivers license, but I'm scared of driving. But we just got an electrical car, and somehow my anxiety just ... not disappeared, but it's almost not present. It's such a nice car with a crazy amount of helping functions, I feel a lot more safe. Our old car was an old diesel with manual stick, and it just scared the crap out of me. I'm never going back!
But damn, I would really like to have my own car.
Hubby wants me to have my own car too, since I'm gonna change classes at dog training after summer, and there's suddenly something about weekend days and what have we, and he doesn't wanna sit home and be bored while I have the car xD
But money. So no. It's not gonna happen.
The training went very well today. We tried rally, and it's so much fun. We don't have rally at the club, but one of our instructors actually is a rally instructor. I might have been pushing a little for her to make a class. And of course it would be on a Sunday. Dammit. But if she decides to start a class, I'm joining! I really like it. And the dog does too!
I'm so proud of my street dog. She's such a good girl <3
And now.
Music.
I've fallen in love with almost a whole album. "The Fall" by Tommee Profitt and Sam Tinnesz. It's just perfect.
My favorites are Garden, Spiral (with Our Last Night!) and Darkest Hour. The Fall, Lost, and Shadows are also perfection!
( Show me the music! )
More on that later. First!
I drove to dog training and home today 🥳 I'm starting to feel a bit silly for dragging my hubby along, but I still do not feel safe enough to drive without him. But my goal is to drive myself alone before the summer vacation.
Background: I do have a drivers license, but I'm scared of driving. But we just got an electrical car, and somehow my anxiety just ... not disappeared, but it's almost not present. It's such a nice car with a crazy amount of helping functions, I feel a lot more safe. Our old car was an old diesel with manual stick, and it just scared the crap out of me. I'm never going back!
But damn, I would really like to have my own car.
Hubby wants me to have my own car too, since I'm gonna change classes at dog training after summer, and there's suddenly something about weekend days and what have we, and he doesn't wanna sit home and be bored while I have the car xD
But money. So no. It's not gonna happen.
The training went very well today. We tried rally, and it's so much fun. We don't have rally at the club, but one of our instructors actually is a rally instructor. I might have been pushing a little for her to make a class. And of course it would be on a Sunday. Dammit. But if she decides to start a class, I'm joining! I really like it. And the dog does too!
I'm so proud of my street dog. She's such a good girl <3
And now.
Music.
I've fallen in love with almost a whole album. "The Fall" by Tommee Profitt and Sam Tinnesz. It's just perfect.
My favorites are Garden, Spiral (with Our Last Night!) and Darkest Hour. The Fall, Lost, and Shadows are also perfection!
( Show me the music! )
