Buckhorn's part of the woods

Hi there Dreamwidth!
This is my first entry, and can I just say - I have no idea what I'm doing here, but I'm gonna fiddle around and see what's up.

It's monday, it's Easter and I'm just tired. We visited my SO's mom yesterday and phew, she talks A LOT. We did a bit of gardening for her and took the dogs for a walk. and it's fine, my social battery is just empty.
And I didn't get enough sleep today, so the idea of cleaning the house is not very alluring. But the floors are dirty as fuck and it doesn't help my sad mood

I'm pretty depressed, but it's just very normal for me and I know it will pass. I just need to take care of myself, even though some of the measures feel even worse. I'm taking a step back from a community I like, because it's just making me sad at the moment. I just don't have anything else, so I'll probably be a bit lonely for a few weeks while I try to get myself together.
Sometimes one evil has to be replaced by another. I do plan on returning, when I'm better.

Right now I just want to go back to bed, cleaning and everything be damned.

I think I will. The day is still young.

Thanks for reading my first entry, there will be more to come. A lot more. I mean, I have a lot to talk myself through.