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One week left of hubby's vacation. Honestly I'm looking forward to normalcy again, but don't you think I don't like having him around. I do! He's the best thing that has ever happened to me and I love hanging out with him!
I just really need peace and quiet and all the habits I'm trying to keep up with.
Today is another me-time-day, he went out early to find some treasures (he's a Geocacher, and a really nerdy one too), and I've slept in to way too late. I'm getting as much sleep as possible even though I'm not sure if it actually makes me less tired.
Or maybe it's just my aching body. I'm having so much back pain and it radiates to everywhere. I have headaches and my limbs are heavy. My chiropractor is back from vacation tomorrow, I hope they have time for me fast.
I don't know what to do today. Relax, obviously, but with what?
I've startet knitting something new, a blanket, even though I shouldn't, but I did have the yarn and ... oh well. I've leaned something new. I've startet from the middle and I've used a cable needle for the first time. It wasn't that difficult, and the pattern itself is easy enough if you just do as it says. So far. I'm dreading the bubbles, but I'll cross that bridge when I get to it. Another new to learn!
I haven't started on the last book about Colter Shaw, I just watch tv because I want to knit. And I can't read and knit at the same time. Though I have been thinking about trying out Nextory and some audio books. I don't know. I'm not the best listener, I'd actually rather read. But I really can't knit and read, so ...
The one thing I should do is write. I haven't had the energy and I'm way behind. The smut should be done by September, and I'm still not done with the first draft. I just need to finish it. I think I'll try today, but no promises.
And I had a weird dream (I dream A LOT), which my brain couldn't let go, so now I have an idea for a plot. The problem is ... I'm not from the US and I have no knowledge about southern white trash criminals x) So I'll probably not gonna write this one, even though I think it could become very good. I am pondering about if I can move the plot to another setting, but so far no luck. I need drugs, police and guns. And sci-fi probably is too technically advanced. Idk.
I don't have the time anyway, I have some smut I need to write, I'm in the middle of rewriting FO, writing SS and I have like a hundred and seventeen other ideas, some with words, others without.
Brain, please chillax a bit. I'm not The flash, I can't type that fast!
But I hope I can remember this plot. The feeling. The despair. And maybe transfer it to something else. My heart is already breaking for the main character.
But today I need to finish the smut. I have all day. No plans.
Oh, yesterday we went to a mom and pop-shop for animal-stuff and bough a lot of items for our terrarium. Holy shit that stuff is expensive. But now we have lightning, misting and a stick.
We bought a large terrarium almost three years ago. But then the old dog got sick and the vet bills was crazy. And then we needed to save up money for a new dog. So the terrarium had to wait. It has just been sitting empty in our living room this whole time.
But now I have enough money to start filling it up.
We fell in love with the Giant Day Gecko and it seems like a nice beginner-animal. And, as the name suggest, it's active during the day. I'm looking forward to finish this project and have a big ass rain forest in my living room!
I'm exhausted. But I think I'll go nuts if I go straight for the couch and tv. My brain is melting.
Time to fire up the laptop and start writing!
I hope.
I just really need peace and quiet and all the habits I'm trying to keep up with.
Today is another me-time-day, he went out early to find some treasures (he's a Geocacher, and a really nerdy one too), and I've slept in to way too late. I'm getting as much sleep as possible even though I'm not sure if it actually makes me less tired.
Or maybe it's just my aching body. I'm having so much back pain and it radiates to everywhere. I have headaches and my limbs are heavy. My chiropractor is back from vacation tomorrow, I hope they have time for me fast.
I don't know what to do today. Relax, obviously, but with what?
I've startet knitting something new, a blanket, even though I shouldn't, but I did have the yarn and ... oh well. I've leaned something new. I've startet from the middle and I've used a cable needle for the first time. It wasn't that difficult, and the pattern itself is easy enough if you just do as it says. So far. I'm dreading the bubbles, but I'll cross that bridge when I get to it. Another new to learn!
I haven't started on the last book about Colter Shaw, I just watch tv because I want to knit. And I can't read and knit at the same time. Though I have been thinking about trying out Nextory and some audio books. I don't know. I'm not the best listener, I'd actually rather read. But I really can't knit and read, so ...
The one thing I should do is write. I haven't had the energy and I'm way behind. The smut should be done by September, and I'm still not done with the first draft. I just need to finish it. I think I'll try today, but no promises.
And I had a weird dream (I dream A LOT), which my brain couldn't let go, so now I have an idea for a plot. The problem is ... I'm not from the US and I have no knowledge about southern white trash criminals x) So I'll probably not gonna write this one, even though I think it could become very good. I am pondering about if I can move the plot to another setting, but so far no luck. I need drugs, police and guns. And sci-fi probably is too technically advanced. Idk.
I don't have the time anyway, I have some smut I need to write, I'm in the middle of rewriting FO, writing SS and I have like a hundred and seventeen other ideas, some with words, others without.
Brain, please chillax a bit. I'm not The flash, I can't type that fast!
But I hope I can remember this plot. The feeling. The despair. And maybe transfer it to something else. My heart is already breaking for the main character.
But today I need to finish the smut. I have all day. No plans.
Oh, yesterday we went to a mom and pop-shop for animal-stuff and bough a lot of items for our terrarium. Holy shit that stuff is expensive. But now we have lightning, misting and a stick.
We bought a large terrarium almost three years ago. But then the old dog got sick and the vet bills was crazy. And then we needed to save up money for a new dog. So the terrarium had to wait. It has just been sitting empty in our living room this whole time.
But now I have enough money to start filling it up.
We fell in love with the Giant Day Gecko and it seems like a nice beginner-animal. And, as the name suggest, it's active during the day. I'm looking forward to finish this project and have a big ass rain forest in my living room!
I'm exhausted. But I think I'll go nuts if I go straight for the couch and tv. My brain is melting.
Time to fire up the laptop and start writing!
I hope.
