If hibernation was a thing

I feel like I'm too tired to exist. Not in any dying kind-a-way, just ... I just want to sink into the couch or my bed and rest and sleep and not have to be an adult.
I can't remember the last time I was so exhausted.

Today I have dog-training and Saturday it's the big day, where we're going to the final test for the introduction class. Our instructor already said we're an automatic pass, because we're doing so well, but I don't know. I haven't been training at home, because I'm so tired.
I'm gonna ask her today what she thinks. Should we come, even though we can't do all the exercises?
Next Tuesday is the last time in this class. It's so sad, I really love the instructors and my teammates, but I look forward to try something new.
And I really look forward to some vacation. I hope this burnout doesn't last the whole summer.

I finished a shawl Sunday. Finally a finished project! It could have been bigger, but I don't have anymore of that yarn and it's fine. I love the colors and I'll try to actually use it, but I wouldn't be surprised if I gave it away.
I've sewn one side of my sweater together, it wasn't that bad, it just took forever! I have sewing. I was thinking of doing the other half today, but nah. Maybe tomorrow.
I already wanna start something new, but I'm gonna stick to my list of UFOs. I really need to feel like I can finish stuff.
I have another ball of the same yarn as for the shawl, just in another color. I'm looking forward to start something up with it at some point. I absolutely love that yarn! (it's Winter Glow from Hobbii).

Today I spend some money, even though I shouldn't. But I discovered there's a twin to my Paperblanks notebook. I have the Firebird, and there's a Skybird! I just had to have it, and I ended up buying a puzzle and another notebook with Asterix and Obelix. Pure nostalgia, I read the comics as a child.
Bad me, but I feel like pampering myself a bit. I mean, I feel like I'm dying.

I haven't been working on Skyggefarer at all for days. Nor anything else. I have no brain. I wish I did, I really wanna do something related to writing. but I'm so friggin' tired.
Instead I've watched three seasons of Sleepy Hollow. I don't think I'll watch the fourth. No spoilers, but it just seems weird making another season after how the third ended?
Instead I watched some S.W.A.T. with my best friend on Friday and now I'm knee deep into Justified with Timothy Olyphant. I love that guy. And it's pretty good! I love the dry humor and the characters. Kentucky seems like a wild place to live 😜

Oh well. Now I'm gonna get some lunch and then crawl back to the couch. Maybe take a nap. If I'm gonna drive myself to training, I think I need some sleep.

I really, really need some time off. I wish I had the opportunity to go to a summer house for a week and just... Be me. Well, I would have to bring the dog, but that's okay. But shit that's expensive and I have stuff to do. Had it been out of season I might have given it a thought (it's cheaper then), but I just have to try to relax at home.

Shit.
Napping sounds great right now.