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It's rare when I can say I've had a good day. All the way good day without depressive periods of time.
But today has just been nice. Content.
The weather has been like a summer day and my hubby had the day of. We took a walk in a nearby forest. The best thing I know, just me, my hubby and our dog. Pure love and happiness.
I've actually written on my personal project today. I deleted a few sentences and edited and the I wrote more than 400 words. Yay!
Right now it seems to be a slow process. I feel like writing a little, then read it and edit. I usually don't edit while writing, because I fear getting stuck, but today it worked fine.
Poor Tjesin. And I've only written 594 words. He's already been pissed on and slapped. And in the next few sentences he'll meet the man who will ruin his life.
I'm having fun!
Oh, and I went to the chiropractor today. My neck and upper back got way worse after sitting in the dentist's chair Monday. First visit this year, she was very impressed and almost begged me to keep on doing my exercises. I really could feel the difference from the to now when everything cracks.
I hope I don't have to go again next week, that this one visit is enough. Damn it's expensive.
And my two players accepted Roll for Shoes as the system for tomorrow - and they both want to play TTRPG with me with a new system. We'll narrow it down tomorrow which one.
I just gave myself a whole lot more stress, I'm stupid. But I'm looking forward to it.
Actually I've noticed I've changed. I seem to be handling a busier life better. I'm not stressed out, though I do feel the weight of too much to do. Slow and steady, I'm growing. It's nice. I know it's very flimsy, one day I'll probably break down, but it doesn't seem to be right now nor in a near future.
I don't know. I still have very bad days, I feel depressed most days, but ... life isn't so bad, you know?
Idk. Maybe it's the daily walk or less back pain or having a happy dog ... I really don't know. Maybe it's just a phase.
But sitting in the grass in the sun and just exist, it's amazing. I feel grounded.
Shit I'm tired. I think I'll open Sun Haven and do nothing for the rest of the day.
Toodles!
But today has just been nice. Content.
The weather has been like a summer day and my hubby had the day of. We took a walk in a nearby forest. The best thing I know, just me, my hubby and our dog. Pure love and happiness.
I've actually written on my personal project today. I deleted a few sentences and edited and the I wrote more than 400 words. Yay!
Right now it seems to be a slow process. I feel like writing a little, then read it and edit. I usually don't edit while writing, because I fear getting stuck, but today it worked fine.
Poor Tjesin. And I've only written 594 words. He's already been pissed on and slapped. And in the next few sentences he'll meet the man who will ruin his life.
I'm having fun!
Oh, and I went to the chiropractor today. My neck and upper back got way worse after sitting in the dentist's chair Monday. First visit this year, she was very impressed and almost begged me to keep on doing my exercises. I really could feel the difference from the to now when everything cracks.
I hope I don't have to go again next week, that this one visit is enough. Damn it's expensive.
And my two players accepted Roll for Shoes as the system for tomorrow - and they both want to play TTRPG with me with a new system. We'll narrow it down tomorrow which one.
I just gave myself a whole lot more stress, I'm stupid. But I'm looking forward to it.
Actually I've noticed I've changed. I seem to be handling a busier life better. I'm not stressed out, though I do feel the weight of too much to do. Slow and steady, I'm growing. It's nice. I know it's very flimsy, one day I'll probably break down, but it doesn't seem to be right now nor in a near future.
I don't know. I still have very bad days, I feel depressed most days, but ... life isn't so bad, you know?
Idk. Maybe it's the daily walk or less back pain or having a happy dog ... I really don't know. Maybe it's just a phase.
But sitting in the grass in the sun and just exist, it's amazing. I feel grounded.
Shit I'm tired. I think I'll open Sun Haven and do nothing for the rest of the day.
Toodles!
